You are NEVER alone, if you've trusted Christ!
"Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth:
but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you." --John 15:15
". . . He hath said, 'I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." --Hebrews 13:5
"For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor
things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God." --Romans